Downcasted Chapter 4
Downcasted
#Chapter 4
#Jay's POV [Continues]
My room was just the way it was yesterday..
Yeah it should..
I walked to my bed and collapsed on it, got my arms behind my head, and rested my head on it and stared at the ceiling.
I still don't know the meaning of the shits happening to me.
Or if Im getting to know. I don't fucking wanna believe that..
Mom isn't seeing me. No one else is except her..
Why?
And what happened to my real self?
I felt like bathing...
So I took off my clothes and headed for the en-suite.
Got there and walked to the mirror but shocking to me.
I didn't see my reflection..
I didn't see myself in the mirror.
I almost hit the mirror with my fist. I was boiling inside..
No one fucking no what is happening to myself!!
“Who are you now Jay!” I screamed at myself.
I turned on the shower and the water fell on my body..
I was happy it did.
I thought I wouldn't feel it, just the same way I didn't feel the stream in that forest.
That forest!
How did I got there??
I washed myself with the soap and sponge, loving the way the cold water chilled my skin.
Then mom's voice stopped me.
“..Who's there? Jay?”
What? She's right outside my room door.
“Mom Jay can't be in there. How would he get in?” Vitoria's voice followed.
“...Vitoria the shower is running.. Can't you hear it?” She asked.
My heart raised.
I quickly turned off the shower.
“Omg! I can't! Mom can you stop this and come have your dinner.” Vitoria said.
“No.. Let's check his room.” She said.
Oh my God! my clothes!
I rushed out, dripping wet and nak*d and grabbed my clothes, pushing them under my bed..
Just then, the door opened and they both got in.
I covered my d**k even though they weren't seeing me.
Mom went straight to the bathroom, while Vitoria just stood with her hands on her hips, watching mom and shaking her head.
I just stood with my hands covering my d**k and stared at them both.
Mom walked out soon with a very pale and horror face, looking at Vitoria with wide eyes.. Her hands went to her chest.
And I could hear her heart beating really fast.
“The floor... the floor was wet and his soap and sponge were..were wet too..”
Her eyes were cold.. It was so obvious she was scared.
Vitoria's eyes went wide open and she rushed to the bathroom, came back just immediately and took my mom's hand.
“Sss... Someone just bathed in there. It's so real. Mom..” She said with frightened tone.
Mom swallowed and stared around.
“Jay.. Jay.. You're here?” Mom called and immediately, she pulled away her hand from Vitoria's hold and rushed towards, almost colliding with me but I quickly moved away and she rushed to my wardrobe and pulled it open, scattering my clothes.
“Jay.. where for God's sake are you!” She yelled, searching my wardrobe eagerly like im some kind of a pin.
Vitoria walked to her and pulled her into a hug.
“Mom... Jay will be back soon.. If he doesn't come back tonight, then he's gonna come back in the morning..” Vitoria said then pulled away.
Mom stared at her.
“But the wet floor and the...” Mom was saying but Vitoria cut in.
“..Mom. I think all this are just imaginations. It isn't possible. Yes the floor are wet and all that but I guess one thing orr the other caused it. Let's just go out of here.” She said and pulled mom along and they walked out.
“Fuck it!” I yelled and pushed my hair.
I need to find that girl.
She has the answer to what's wrong with me.
If she sees me then she has the answer to what's happening to me.
I walked to my wardrobe and pulled on blue boxer and a red shirt.
Im gonna find her in the morning..
I'll go to Danar and find her.
I sat on my bed and thought of my friends..
Rekado.
Bran and Leo.
We were all in Rekado's car,drinking as we drove from the club...
I was drinking and songs were playing..
Yeah..
Rekado and Bran had their girlfriends with them.
Then, I was feeling soo... tipsy.
Yeah tipsy..
Everyone feels that when you drink!!
Gosh! I can't remember anything else..
I layed down and avoided pushing the pillow so mom don't come back and find the pillows in another position.
That would scare her too much and I dont want it..
I closed my eyes but no sleep would come. I know.
So I got up and walked out to the sitting room.
Mom and Vitoria were still at the dinning and I stood, staring at them..
They ate silently and even though I loved what they were eating..
I wasn't hungry..
After staring for awhile, I turned and walked back to my room and layed back on the bed.
My thoughts went to the girl who helped me.
Who saw me.
Gosh! She's super cute..
And she was seeing me.
When she stopped there at the road. I was really shocked and when she yelled at me.
I couldn't believe it.
There was someone who actually saw me.
I was so excited.
After much, she still helped me..
Super nice too..
I can't believe she's the only one seeing me. No one else.
Not my mom.. not my sister.
I closed my eyes again.
What's her name?
…………………………………………
#Vitoria's POV
I was just too shocked when I saw that..A wet soapy floor and wet sponge and bathing soap..
But I gotta control my fear to subdue mom's fear.
She was so frightened and I couldn't just show my fear as well.
That would make her really worried sick..
Jay... the cold floor was an evidence that he was in there.. but how did he came in and how did he escape too?
Make no sense!
Now, im starting to feel something bad happened to my brother and I need to do something!
Who the hell had a bathe in there and stopped the shower after hearing our voice.
*
Jay.. I just hope you are fine.. you're so stubborn.. You sneaked out without telling me or mom.
Now we don't know where you've been for two nights.
Mom's here, worried sick and Im feeling you are in some kinda trouble.
*
Mom wasn't eating quite well... She occassionally glanced at the front door.
I smiled to her..
Just to make her feel alright.
……………………………………………
#Nana's POV
I kept thinking of Jay..
I couldn't concentrate on the movie Kiania and I were watching down here at the sitting room.
Why did he just leave that way?
He said he was going to Tur Moel and I said im gonna drop him off at Danar.
He accepted and we havn't even gotten to Danar and he disappeared just like that.
I hate what he did!
“Nana.. are you seeing Pia and Reshi are lovers now? They are finally going to wed soon!” Kiki said, hugging me.
I smiled and hugged her too..
“Yeah.. Im happy for them.” I said, and glanced at the two indian movie actors on the TV screen who were hugging each other. They were enemies till they fell inlove..
Crazily inlove and can't do without each other.
“I wish it all real.. But it's just a movie. But you know what Nana?” She said, raised her head and stared into my eyes.
I stared at her too with a smile.
“You and uncle Jardel's gonna be real and I can't just wait to be the flower girl who would spread you colourful flowers when you walk down the aisle in your beautiful bride gown with uncle Jardel, holding your hand.” She said and then giggled.
I smiled and hugged her more.
A tear dropped from my eyes but I wiped it off quickly before Kiki sees it.
One thing she don't know yet.
Jardel broke my heart and left me for Becca.
She's still a kid and knows nothing of heartbreaks and cheats.
“Nana.. What about Aunty Becca?” Kiki suddenly asked.
I swallowed.
I know she's gonna ask this soon and she just did.
“She travelled to New York. She'll be back soon.” I lied.
It hurt that I lied to her but it's the only thing I could do.
“I miss her and can't wait to see her again.” She said.
“Me too.” I said.
#Chapter 4
#Jay's POV [Continues]
My room was just the way it was yesterday..
Yeah it should..
I walked to my bed and collapsed on it, got my arms behind my head, and rested my head on it and stared at the ceiling.
I still don't know the meaning of the shits happening to me.
Or if Im getting to know. I don't fucking wanna believe that..
Mom isn't seeing me. No one else is except her..
Why?
And what happened to my real self?
I felt like bathing...
So I took off my clothes and headed for the en-suite.
Got there and walked to the mirror but shocking to me.
I didn't see my reflection..
I didn't see myself in the mirror.
I almost hit the mirror with my fist. I was boiling inside..
No one fucking no what is happening to myself!!
“Who are you now Jay!” I screamed at myself.
I turned on the shower and the water fell on my body..
I was happy it did.
I thought I wouldn't feel it, just the same way I didn't feel the stream in that forest.
That forest!
How did I got there??
I washed myself with the soap and sponge, loving the way the cold water chilled my skin.
Then mom's voice stopped me.
“..Who's there? Jay?”
What? She's right outside my room door.
“Mom Jay can't be in there. How would he get in?” Vitoria's voice followed.
“...Vitoria the shower is running.. Can't you hear it?” She asked.
My heart raised.
I quickly turned off the shower.
“Omg! I can't! Mom can you stop this and come have your dinner.” Vitoria said.
“No.. Let's check his room.” She said.
Oh my God! my clothes!
I rushed out, dripping wet and nak*d and grabbed my clothes, pushing them under my bed..
Just then, the door opened and they both got in.
I covered my d**k even though they weren't seeing me.
Mom went straight to the bathroom, while Vitoria just stood with her hands on her hips, watching mom and shaking her head.
I just stood with my hands covering my d**k and stared at them both.
Mom walked out soon with a very pale and horror face, looking at Vitoria with wide eyes.. Her hands went to her chest.
And I could hear her heart beating really fast.
“The floor... the floor was wet and his soap and sponge were..were wet too..”
Her eyes were cold.. It was so obvious she was scared.
Vitoria's eyes went wide open and she rushed to the bathroom, came back just immediately and took my mom's hand.
“Sss... Someone just bathed in there. It's so real. Mom..” She said with frightened tone.
Mom swallowed and stared around.
“Jay.. Jay.. You're here?” Mom called and immediately, she pulled away her hand from Vitoria's hold and rushed towards, almost colliding with me but I quickly moved away and she rushed to my wardrobe and pulled it open, scattering my clothes.
“Jay.. where for God's sake are you!” She yelled, searching my wardrobe eagerly like im some kind of a pin.
Vitoria walked to her and pulled her into a hug.
“Mom... Jay will be back soon.. If he doesn't come back tonight, then he's gonna come back in the morning..” Vitoria said then pulled away.
Mom stared at her.
“But the wet floor and the...” Mom was saying but Vitoria cut in.
“..Mom. I think all this are just imaginations. It isn't possible. Yes the floor are wet and all that but I guess one thing orr the other caused it. Let's just go out of here.” She said and pulled mom along and they walked out.
“Fuck it!” I yelled and pushed my hair.
I need to find that girl.
She has the answer to what's wrong with me.
If she sees me then she has the answer to what's happening to me.
I walked to my wardrobe and pulled on blue boxer and a red shirt.
Im gonna find her in the morning..
I'll go to Danar and find her.
I sat on my bed and thought of my friends..
Rekado.
Bran and Leo.
We were all in Rekado's car,drinking as we drove from the club...
I was drinking and songs were playing..
Yeah..
Rekado and Bran had their girlfriends with them.
Then, I was feeling soo... tipsy.
Yeah tipsy..
Everyone feels that when you drink!!
Gosh! I can't remember anything else..
I layed down and avoided pushing the pillow so mom don't come back and find the pillows in another position.
That would scare her too much and I dont want it..
I closed my eyes but no sleep would come. I know.
So I got up and walked out to the sitting room.
Mom and Vitoria were still at the dinning and I stood, staring at them..
They ate silently and even though I loved what they were eating..
I wasn't hungry..
After staring for awhile, I turned and walked back to my room and layed back on the bed.
My thoughts went to the girl who helped me.
Who saw me.
Gosh! She's super cute..
And she was seeing me.
When she stopped there at the road. I was really shocked and when she yelled at me.
I couldn't believe it.
There was someone who actually saw me.
I was so excited.
After much, she still helped me..
Super nice too..
I can't believe she's the only one seeing me. No one else.
Not my mom.. not my sister.
I closed my eyes again.
What's her name?
…………………………………………
#Vitoria's POV
I was just too shocked when I saw that..A wet soapy floor and wet sponge and bathing soap..
But I gotta control my fear to subdue mom's fear.
She was so frightened and I couldn't just show my fear as well.
That would make her really worried sick..
Jay... the cold floor was an evidence that he was in there.. but how did he came in and how did he escape too?
Make no sense!
Now, im starting to feel something bad happened to my brother and I need to do something!
Who the hell had a bathe in there and stopped the shower after hearing our voice.
*
Jay.. I just hope you are fine.. you're so stubborn.. You sneaked out without telling me or mom.
Now we don't know where you've been for two nights.
Mom's here, worried sick and Im feeling you are in some kinda trouble.
*
Mom wasn't eating quite well... She occassionally glanced at the front door.
I smiled to her..
Just to make her feel alright.
……………………………………………
#Nana's POV
I kept thinking of Jay..
I couldn't concentrate on the movie Kiania and I were watching down here at the sitting room.
Why did he just leave that way?
He said he was going to Tur Moel and I said im gonna drop him off at Danar.
He accepted and we havn't even gotten to Danar and he disappeared just like that.
I hate what he did!
“Nana.. are you seeing Pia and Reshi are lovers now? They are finally going to wed soon!” Kiki said, hugging me.
I smiled and hugged her too..
“Yeah.. Im happy for them.” I said, and glanced at the two indian movie actors on the TV screen who were hugging each other. They were enemies till they fell inlove..
Crazily inlove and can't do without each other.
“I wish it all real.. But it's just a movie. But you know what Nana?” She said, raised her head and stared into my eyes.
I stared at her too with a smile.
“You and uncle Jardel's gonna be real and I can't just wait to be the flower girl who would spread you colourful flowers when you walk down the aisle in your beautiful bride gown with uncle Jardel, holding your hand.” She said and then giggled.
I smiled and hugged her more.
A tear dropped from my eyes but I wiped it off quickly before Kiki sees it.
One thing she don't know yet.
Jardel broke my heart and left me for Becca.
She's still a kid and knows nothing of heartbreaks and cheats.
“Nana.. What about Aunty Becca?” Kiki suddenly asked.
I swallowed.
I know she's gonna ask this soon and she just did.
“She travelled to New York. She'll be back soon.” I lied.
It hurt that I lied to her but it's the only thing I could do.
“I miss her and can't wait to see her again.” She said.
“Me too.” I said.
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